Introducing myself..

There is a lot about myself that I struggle with but by far the biggest struggle for me is that I am a Teen Baby. While a lot of people are unaware of what exactly that is, I assume that the majority of you reading know exactly what it is.

How I Became a Tb

This is a commonly asked question by a lot of people when you meet them, "What got you into diapers?". Well first off its important to recognize that I am not a diaper lover, I am a teen baby. So I don't like diapers just for their feel or that (while I do enjoy that), I like them because they make me feel safe, comfortable, and at ease. Back to the point, my journey into diapers started from a very young age, I was a bedwetter. When I say I was a bedwetter, I don't mean once or twice a week...I mean like every single night I would drench my PJ's and bed. Well around the age of 9 my mother got fed up with having to wash my sheets daily or at least change the sheets daily so she went out and bought me a pack of Goodnites "protective underpants". I told her that I was not a baby and didn't need diapers and that I wouldn't wear them. Well needless to say, at age 9 I didn't really get a choice so I did. They helped with keeping me dry but I felt so stupid and like a baby, so I only wore them sometimes. This kept on going until age 10 or 11 when I stopped wetting every night and started to wake up or hold it through the night.

From ages 11-13 I was in my golden age of not wetting the bed or anything. When I turned 13 or so, I started to notice that I was really interested in diaper commercials and products in the store. I couldn't keep my interests and eyes from them and started thinking that I really wanted to wear them and try them. So being a child of the modern age like I am, I went to Google. I started searching things like "Pre-teens who like to wear diapers", "Is it weird for a pre-teen/teen to want to wear diapers?", and things like that. Well I stumbled across websites like deekers (not a great first resource) and started to read up. I learned quickly that I was not alone but that I was definitely interested in a normal thing and that I needed to keep it secret. From there I made myself makeshift diapers out of tighty whiteys and paper towels and began to wear them and to pee in them. This was enough for awhile but I started to want to real thing so I started to explore ways to get them and or make them. I eventually stole a diaper from a 8 year old boy that I babysat who still wet the bed, and I still feel guilty about it today. I wore that diaper several times, not using it but wearing it for the feeling it gave me.

That summer I bought my first pack of diapers, sort of.... My friend came to visit for a two weeks during the summer and he wanted to play a prank on a friend so we bought a back of generic "sleep underwear" from a dollar general. These were simply white diapers that were labeled that way so kids didn't feel bad about wearing them. Well we used 1 or two for the prank and then we used another 2 while playing around. My friend to my surprise told me that we should put them on and pee in them, for no real reason just that he wanted to. So we did just that and then trashed them afterwards. It was a strange moment and my friend was definitely not a TB or DL just wanted to try it. With the remaining diapers I used them and kept them as long as I could.

From there I got assorted diaper for two along the way but I have always been too chicken to buy a pack myself.

What is this blog

Well this blog is going to be my expressing myself and my struggle with being a TB, along with me trying to communicate to others with similar interests. Those could be mommies, daddies, Adult babies, Teen babies, Big brothers, or Big sisters.

I will write about my progress as a TB, along with tips and hints that I find. It will also include stories and journal like entries from myself.